These are pictures of me at my lowest.
After a traumatic breakup, everything fell apart. I was homeless, sleeping on a friend’s couch.
Then the symptoms started. I was diagnosed with hepatitis A. Soon after, I was exposed to mold and developed full-body eczema so severe I could barely sleep from the itching and pain. I started reacting to almost everything—foods, smells, even supplements. My body was in a constant state of alarm.
Doctors eventually labeled it Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS). I had a list of 50+ symptoms.
Out of desperation, I took a short course of oral prednisone, just a few pills—but it sent me into severe steroid withdrawal. My skin got worse. My nervous system felt like it was on fire. I couldn’t function. I couldn’t work. I felt like a shell of myself.
Everything I tried—detoxes, protocols, supplements, doctors—only made things worse.
I truly thought I might never get my life back.
But that breakdown became my turning point.
When nothing physical was working, I turned inward. I started studying the nervous system, trauma, attachment, and neuroplasticity, not just intellectually, but through the body.
And that’s when everything began to change.
A completely transformed, healthier, happier, and more confident version of myself.
Today, I feel incredible. I no longer feel disconnected from my body, I sleep soundly, I can eat whatever I want without reactions.
It took me 5 years and over $100,000 in tests, doctors, supplements, and biohacks, only to be left more confused and in despair.
Nothing worked until I realized the truth: The physical treatments weren’t getting to the root cause of my suffering.
So, I set out on my own journey to find true healing.
Why Was I Suffering From “Mystery Illnesses” & Couldn’t Heal No Matter What?
If you’ve been diagnosed with something like:
Health Anxiety
Autoimmune disorder
Chronic pain
Lyme disease
Mold toxicity
MS
POTS
Chronic fatigue
CIRS
Mast Cell Activation Syndrome
Hypermobility or EDS
or multiple diagnosis’s related to mental and physical health
You’ve probably been told by doctors:
“Your labs look fine.”
“Everything’s in range.”
Or the most frustrating one:
“Maybe it’s just stress or depression.”
I’ve been there, too.
You know something is wrong in your body, but the answers you’re getting don’t match what you’re feeling.
Even when you get a diagnosis, the treatments often fall short—detoxes, restrictive diets, and prescriptions might help for a while, but the deeper dysfunction persists.
That’s because most conventional approaches overlook one key truth:
👉 Your body can’t heal when your nervous system is still in survival mode.
Chronic illness isn’t just a physical issue—it’s a whole-system response.
In the field of psychoneuroimmunology, we now know that trauma and prolonged stress disrupt communication between the brain, immune system, and hormones.
And in a state of chronic stress, your body can enter what’s known as the Cell Danger Response (CDR)—a protective freeze state where healing, digestion, and repair are all put on hold.
This course helps you shift out of that survival physiology, so your body can finally return to safety—and healing can begin at the root.
There are two main reasons why your body isn’t recovering:
When trauma and stress remain unprocessed, they leave your nervous system stuck in survival mode.
This stress can throw off your adrenal function, electrolytes, digestion, mood, metabolism, and even your thyroid health.
Chronic stress wreaks havoc on the body, creating a cascade of imbalances that make us sick.
The nervous system is your body’s command center.
When it's stuck in survival mode, no number of pills or detoxes will fully heal your body because the root cause is unresolved stress and trauma.
Healing didn’t happen when I tried to fix or escape my symptoms.
It began when I stopped running from discomfort—and started learning how to be with it.
That meant facing the stress, fear, and beliefs my body had been carrying for years… and building the capacity to stay with what I used to avoid.
It wasn’t about “resetting” overnight.
It was about creating safety, one moment at a time, from the inside out.
The process I now teach came directly from this lived experience.
It didn’t just help me—it’s helped hundreds of women meet their bodies with compassion, understand their symptoms, and slowly come back to life.
Hi, I’m Amanda Panacea. I’m a licensed mental health counselor with over 13 years of experience, but more importantly, I’m someone who’s lived through the kind of health collapse that doesn’t make sense on paper.
I hold two master’s degrees, but most of what I know about healing didn’t come from textbooks. It came from navigating my own journey through chronic illness, trauma, and a nervous system stuck in survival.
Over the years, I’ve supported thousands of women in reconnecting with their bodies, understanding their symptoms, and learning how to gently rewire the patterns that were keeping them sick.
Licensed Mental Health Counselor
13+ years of experience in mental health and chronic illness recovery
Masters of Science in Human Nutrition and Functional Medicine
Specializes in nervous system regulation, trauma recovery, and chronic illness
From MCAS, mold illness, Lyme, chronic fatigue, autoimmune diseases, and more by teaching the principles of nervous system regulation and emotional processing.
Everyone who comes to me is different.
And because I’ve seen this work time and time again...
I decided to bring this science-backed approach that actually works directly to you...
So, you can finally break free from the prison of chronic illness.
When your body feels safe, everything improves—digestion, mood, energy, and even chronic pain.
Your nervous system is designed to keep you safe.
When you experience trauma or chronic stress, your body instinctively goes into survival mode.
This response is automatic and bypasses your conscious brain – a process called neuroception, which detects danger or safety and adjusts accordingly.
But when trauma or stress isn’t fully processed, the nervous system gets stuck in either:
(anxiety, anger, restlessness)
(shutdown, numbness, apathy)
These states keep you locked in old survival patterns, where no amount of mindset work or willpower can create lasting change.
This is why many healing methods fail – they don’t address the physiological impact trauma has on the body.
While mindset work can be useful, real healing requires engaging the body’s sensory system.
Trauma and stress create physiological changes that can only be resolved by addressing these trapped sensations and energy.
Feel to Heal helps you complete the stress cycle, discharge the built-up activation in your nervous system, and reset to a balanced state.
Once your nervous system feels safe, the body’s natural healing process can begin.
By completing the Feel to Heal process, you’ll be able to:
Learn a simple, repeatable process you can use daily to gently explore and unwind layers of stored stress and survival patterns
Begin calming your nervous system—not by force, but by building awareness and capacity over time
Work with a science-informed approach to nervous system rewiring rooted in neuroplasticity, somatics, and attachment theory
Discover how to identify and start shifting limiting beliefs—not just mentally, but through felt experience
Slowly rebuild a sense of internal safety and self-trust, even if it’s been missing for years
Create space to release long-held emotional tension and physical constriction
Practice responding to stress and triggers with more choice and less collapse or reactivity
Reconnect—gently—with parts of yourself that may have felt out of reach: joy, creativity, pleasure, and vitality
If you’ve tried therapy, mindset work, or self-help strategies but still feel like something is missing, this process is for you.
It’s especially helpful for those who:
You struggle with anxiety, depression, or emotional overwhelm that doesn't seem to resolve, no matter how much mindset work you do.
You have a history of trauma, chronic stress, or burnout that your body still feels—even if your mind has tried to move on.
You often feel disconnected from your body, numb, or emotionally flat—and you’re not sure how to get back in touch with yourself.
You've tried to “think” your way out of survival patterns, but they keep looping, especially under stress.
You're dealing with mysterious or chronic health symptoms that no one can fully explain—and nothing physical seems to fully fix.
You’ve tried brain retraining programs, but they felt too long, overwhelming, or disconnected from the body.
You’re looking for something different—something that includes the body, the emotions, and the nervous system in a way that feels safe, doable, and grounded.
You want to understand what’s actually happening inside you—and learn a practical, evidence-informed process you can use on your own.
You might still be in survival mode—but you don’t have to stay there forever.
The Feel to Heal process won’t fix everything overnight, but it will teach you how to build a relationship with your body, release stored stress gently, and start shifting the patterns that have been keeping you stuck.
This is a first step—toward regulation, resilience, and feeling more like yourself again.
If you’re ready to explore a different way of healing—one rooted in science, honesty, and self-trust—this is your invitation.
Unlock the power of your mind, body, and spirit with the 5 Channels of Awareness, a revolutionary framework for understanding and harmonizing your inner world. By exploring your thoughts, imagination, movement, emotions, and sensations, you'll gain a profound sense of self-awareness and the tools to create lasting, positive change in your life.
Embark on a transformative journey of self-discovery and healing with these immersive video lessons designed to help you reprogram limiting beliefs and patterns. Unlock your inner potential and learn to harness the power of your mind-body connection for profound personal growth and well-being.
Cultivate a profound sense of inner peace and emotional resilience with our carefully curated collection of self-soothing exercises and activities. These practices will help you navigate life's challenges with grace, while providing you with a sanctuary of calm and tranquility amidst the chaos.
Explore the transformative power of short-term mindfulness meditation and its impact on attention, cognitive processing, and overall well-being. Create a personalized well-being plan incorporating stress management techniques, optimal light exposure, healthy habit formation, and realistic goal-setting for lasting benefits.
What you'll learn:
The science behind mindfulness meditation's benefits for attention and cognitive processing
Creating a tailored well-being plan with stress management techniques and healthy habits
Optimizing light exposure for improved mood and sleep quality
Setting realistic, achievable goals to stay motivated and engaged
Effective strategies for building and maintaining healthy habits
The power of weekly progress monitoring for accountability and staying on track
Practical tips for integrating mindfulness practices into your daily routine
Harnessing the benefits of mindfulness for managing chronic diseases
Understand how your physical body processes life experiences and learn to observe without judgment. Explore a chosen emotion or issue, gain deeper insights, and develop powerful tools for increasing self-awareness, identifying patterns and triggers, and processing emotions effectively through the five channels of awareness.
What you'll learn:
Understanding your body's response to life experiences and the importance of non-judgmental observation
Techniques for exploring emotions deeply without feeling overwhelmed
Proven strategies for enhancing self-awareness and understanding emotional root causes
Identifying and managing patterns and triggers related to your emotions and issues
The five channels of awareness and their role in developing intuition and processing emotions
Processing emotions in a healthy, constructive manner without judgment
Choosing a specific emotion or issue to work on and differentiating between various emotions
The amygdala depotentiation technique for effectively addressing and managing emotions
Discover effective strategies for managing and alleviating specific emotions or issues, promoting emotional well-being. Learn self-soothing techniques, relaxation exercises, and mindfulness practices that cultivate inner calm, reduce stress, and induce deep relaxation through psychosensory techniques and brain retraining.
What you'll learn:
Proven strategies for managing emotions and promoting emotional well-being
Self-soothing techniques for cultivating inner calm and comfort during distress
Relaxation exercises and mindfulness practices for stress reduction and tranquility
The psychosensory technique of gentle petting for inducing deep relaxation
Brain retraining techniques like humming, lateral head movements, and counting backwards
The concept of pendulation and navigating between discomfort and comfort
Engaging in body-based activities and guided visualizations for brain retraining
Returning to a state of safety and gratitude after experiencing discomfort
Explore methods for recognizing and breaking negative thought patterns, reprogramming the mind, and creating new neural pathways. Engage in guided exercises and visualizations to delink negative emotions, disrupt negative thought-emotion associations, and manifest positive feelings through brain wave manipulation and cognitive restructuring.
What you'll learn:
Recognizing and breaking negative thought patterns impacting emotional well-being
Reprogramming the mind and creating new neural pathways for cognitive restructuring
Guided exercises and visualizations to delink negative emotions effectively
Techniques like havening, counting, humming, and eye movement to disrupt negative associations
Activating different parts of the brain to delink fight or flight responses from negative memories
Using visualization to envision desired future states and manifest positive feelings
Understanding brain wave frequencies and their role in emotional regulation
Harnessing brain wave manipulation for delinking and cognitive restructuring
Recognize the power of choice in determining your emotional state and identity, and learn about neuroplasticity's role in creating new neural pathways. Utilize the five channels of awareness to envision your desired reality, practice visualization exercises, and explore the role of empowering beliefs in manifestation and creation.
What you'll learn:
The power of choice in determining your emotional state and identity
Neuroplasticity's role in creating new neural pathways for lasting change
Utilizing the five channels of awareness to envision your desired reality
Effective visualization techniques to reinforce positive beliefs and behaviors
The concept of rehearsing success through visualization and its applications
Shifting from anxiety to confidence to positively influence outcomes
The role of empowering beliefs in manifestation and shaping your reality
Using journal prompts for self-reflection, identifying blocks, and overcoming them
Receive guidance on integrating your new mindset and behaviors into daily life, emphasizing consistency and practice for maintaining progress. Learn to set achievable goals, prevent relapses, and embrace a mindset of living as if your desired reality is already true, while practicing mindfulness and self-awareness for self-discovery and empowerment.
What you'll learn:
Effective strategies for integrating your new mindset and behaviors into daily life
Tools and techniques for staying on track, preventing relapses, and identifying triggers
Setting achievable goals and moving forward with a positive, empowered mindset
Living as if your desired reality is true, embodying the feelings and behaviors of success
Incorporating mindfulness practices throughout the day using the five channels of awareness
How mindfulness and self-awareness lead to self-discovery, empowerment, and pursuing desires
Improving intuition and self-trust for effective communication and boundary-setting
Embracing your journey of personal growth and transformation with confidence and resilience
Gain access to a powerful digital journal designed to help you track your progress, reflect on your experiences, and gain deeper insights into your healing journey. This invaluable tool will keep you motivated, accountable, and focused on your goals as you navigate through the program and beyond.
Experience the transformative power of the full 5-step process through a variety of guided sessions tailored to different learning styles and preferences. These sessions will help you internalize the techniques and apply them to various situations, ensuring that you can effectively utilize the tools you learn in real-life scenarios.
Expand your repertoire of healing techniques with this comprehensive toolbox of additional daily practices. These proven strategies will help you maintain your progress, overcome obstacles, and continue to cultivate a sense of inner peace and resilience in your everyday life.
Somatic Tension Release Exercises Dive deeper into your healing journey with advanced somatic tension release exercises designed to help you release stored stress and trauma from your body. These powerful techniques will enable you to experience a greater sense of physical and emotional freedom, enhancing your overall well-being and quality of life.
Trauma Release Exercises Take your healing to the next level with advanced trauma release exercises that target the root causes of your emotional and physical challenges. These transformative practices will help you release deep-seated traumas, break free from limiting patterns, and experience profound shifts in your personal growth and self-discovery.
How Stress Is Depleting Your Minerals Discover the crucial role that mineral balance plays in your overall health and well-being with this eye-opening guide. Learn how stress can deplete your body's essential minerals and gain practical strategies for restoring balance, optimizing your nutrition, and supporting your body's natural healing processes.
Lifetime Access to course updates
Bonus #1 Digital Journal
Bonus #2 Guided Sessions of The Full 5 Step Process in Different Ways
Bonus #3 Additional Daily Techniques Toolbox
Bonus #4 Somatic Tension Release Exercises
Bonus #5 Trauma Release Exercises
Bonus #6 Mineral Balancing Guide
Bonus #7 Option for group support only $50 a month!
Your body has an incredible capacity to heal, but it needs your help to get started. By taking the first step and committing to your healing journey, you're sending a powerful message to your body that you're ready to support its natural healing processes.
Don't keep your body waiting any longer - take action now and give it the tools and resources it needs to start repairing, regenerating, and thriving.
The Feel to Heal program is a comprehensive, science-backed approach to help you with the mind body connection, regulate your nervous system, understand your patterns, release stored stress and trauma, and promote deep, lasting healing from chronic health issues.
This program is designed for women who have tried various health solutions like supplements, detoxes, and alternative therapies, but still struggle with chronic health issues, stress, and trauma-related symptoms.
Unlike many programs that either stay in the mind or focus only on physical symptoms, this program bridges both.
After years of certifications, graduate work, and trying countless healing methods myself, I created a step-by-step process that takes the guesswork out of inner work.
This isn’t just a collection of tools—it’s a distilled path that combines somatic awareness, nervous system science, and emotional processing in a way that’s practical, repeatable, and actually usable in real life.
Everyone’s journey is different, but many participants have shared that this program helped them feel more connected to their bodies, less reactive to stress, and more emotionally steady over time.
Some noticed improvements in chronic symptoms, sleep, mood, and energy—but the most consistent result has been an increased ability to meet life’s challenges with greater resilience, self-awareness, and compassion.
This isn’t a quick fix, but a process that helps you build the internal conditions where real healing becomes possible.
No special equipment or prior experience is necessary. All you need is a commitment to your healing journey and a willingness to engage with the materials and exercises provided in the program.
The program is designed to be self-paced, allowing you to work through the modules and exercises at a speed that feels comfortable for you. Most participants find that they can complete the core program within 6-8 weeks, but you'll have lifetime access to the materials for ongoing support.
If you’d like additional support, you also have the option to join weekly group sessions for $50/month, where we meet live to practice the tools, ask questions, and build regulation together.
Prefer 1:1 support? You can email Amanda directly at [email protected] to inquire about personal sessions.
While this program can be a powerful complementary tool for those with diagnosed mental health conditions, it is not intended to replace professional medical or psychiatric care. If you have a diagnosed condition, please consult with your healthcare provider before starting this or any other new program.
Yes, this program is designed to be complementary to other therapies and treatments. Many participants find that the tools and techniques they learn in this program enhance the effectiveness of other modalities they are using.
Yes, the techniques and approaches used in this program are grounded in the latest research from the fields of neuroscience, psychology, and trauma healing, including polyvagal theory, somatic experiencing, and mindfulness-based interventions.
The program content is delivered through a mix of video lessons, audio guides, written materials, and experiential exercises, all hosted on a private, easy-to-use online platform that you can access from any device with an internet connection.
The program is designed to be flexible and adaptable to your schedule. Even devoting just 15-20 minutes a day to the practices and exercises can yield significant benefits over time. The key is consistency and commitment.
Yes, you'll have lifetime access to all the program materials, so you can revisit them whenever you need a refresher or additional support.
Refunds and Cancellations:
Due to the digital nature of our products, all sales are final. We do not offer refunds once a purchase has been completed. However, if you experience any issues accessing your content or believe you were charged in error, please contact us within 7 days of purchase and we will do our best to resolve the situation.
Delivery:
Digital products are delivered immediately upon successful payment via email and/or on-screen confirmation. If you do not receive your product within 24 hours, please contact us using the details below.
The program is entirely digital, which allows for instant access and easy updates. However, you will have the option to download and print any worksheets or other materials you'd like to have in physical form.
Yes, all payments are processed through a secure, encrypted system to ensure the safety and privacy of your financial information.
While you're welcome to share your personal experiences and what you've learned, the program content itself is proprietary and intended for individual use only. Each purchase grants access to one user.
If you know someone who would benefit from this work, we kindly ask that you direct them to enroll separately. This helps honor the integrity of the program and the energy that went into creating it.
Thank you for respecting the boundaries of this healing space.
The core program content is designed to be evergreen, meaning it will remain relevant and effective over time. However, the creator is committed to staying current with the latest research and may periodically add new resources or bonus materials to enhance your learning experience.
If you’d like additional support, you also have the option to join weekly group sessions for $50/month, where we meet live to practice the tools, ask questions, and build regulation together.
Prefer 1:1 support? You can email Amanda directly at [email protected] to inquire about personal sessions.
If you're a woman who’s been navigating chronic health challenges, stress, or trauma-related symptoms—and you’ve already tried therapy, protocols, or other healing approaches—this program may be exactly what you’ve been looking for.
After years of enrolling in certifications, master’s programs, and trainings across multiple modalities, I started to notice something:
a lot of the same principles were being taught over and over—just in different language.
I created this program to cut through the noise and bring together the most essential, effective tools from across disciplines—so you don’t have to piece it all together on your own.
This is a grounded, step-by-step process that bridges nervous system science, somatics, brain retraining, and emotional healing into one cohesive path.
If you’re ready for something clear, practical, and rooted in real lived experience—this is for you.